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Jyoti
I am Jyoti,unmarried female,41 yrs from Nepal. In 2000,I got enrolled with hefty fees for dental college without my any interest because my father wanted me to.I couldnot concentrate,mug up chapters & pass my exams,I was forced to study,I studied for 2yrs & was dropped out as I failed in 2003.Since then I feel suicidal,depressed even simple things disturbs me. Since few years due to extreme stress,I am taking high blood pressure & high blood sugar medicines. My father beat me up when I failed & now with slippers & said me Randi meaning prostitute out of anger. He always had no control in his mouth & hands. I am virgin & listening words like Randi totally upsets me with his extreme anger. He always says I am a failure & Randi & better I die. I have low confidence & can’t confront him. His behaviour is extreme towards every family member. Nowadays,I have started speaking up. I had great fight with him lots of curses exchanged. In 2000, I had shared my Maa Mrs.S that I don’t want to study hard core subjects like dental but she wasn’t able to convey word to my father Mr. K who is extremely strict,fussy,verbally abusive,nags & beat us family members with anything he gets. We can’t leave him also. My Maa 61, has always got beaten from him & heard dirty words just out of no reason as he expected dowry from her family but didn’t get a penny. Maa is extremely submissive,silent women brought up in patriarchal mentality who can’t stand & speak for her. She can’t leave her husband my father as she has nothing of her own & her own family & siblings are extremely mean & selfish. My father is a tyrant to live with but loves & provides us in his own terms that everything he says & dictates is only right option for us. I know in my heart that I hate him in the name of GOD but I forgive & want to move away from him permanently. LORD in our Nepal & India society is extremely patriarchal & family is given great importance. I have to live with my parents & unmarried want to get married to a decent,virgin one woman man with conventional values like myself & would like to move out of this house with dignity. I am also looking for full scholarships with stipend abroad in English speaking nation for my second Master’s or PHD. LORD you know I have fasted,prayed & asked for your mercy since 13 or 14 years. LORD you have tested my patience I have waited & followed your commands & rules of my family never went off track or dated anybody & have kept myself virgin. Please help me explore the world with lot of protection,dignity & honour by getting full scholarship & by marrying a chaste,virgin,wealthy, conventional, one women man with sound education, who loves & accepts me as I am. I feel a need to have healthy, prosperous life of my own with my soul partner & give birth to babies. I forgive my parents & wish them happiness,good luck,good health, full freedom from my responsibilities in their life. May both of them be content & travel around the world be with their other children,my sister & brother & live with peaceful environment. Please grant my plea which I wish & need since I was 20 yrs. I have suppressed my wishes & don’t want to be unconventional & walk in wrong path because of my desires. LORD please help me, grant my positive wishes,answer me with heavenly blessings by the end of this year 2023 & soon as possible. Thank you.